Obviously, my initial reactions were anger, resentment, fear, desperation, etc. But after all of that wore off (a little, it hasn't really worn off all the way)
Mine, too. I'm afraid it will never totally wear off, my friend. There is no way to un-forget what was seen, heard, or read. No way.
I struggle with that, deeply. I have always said a PA was the break all rule and end of it, but in this case I have forgiven her. But I will never forget everything. That's a curse of the human mind, it's all stored and WILL come back at the right (or wrong) moment.
And that's a big obstacle on trust. Those things come back and always rear their head which leads to thoughts of can you ever really trust?
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
