Hanging on and hoping for the best

[Bman72]

Hi Billy, It sounds like a really tough few days for you - exhausting I am sure. Hopefully now that she is off doing her new adventure you can start to move forward and do things that fullfil you. When my wife leaves for work for the day and it is just me at home, I start to imagine what it will be like when she is gone. It must be surreal for you.
Sometimes I wonder if our love for our spouses is really more about our love for the marriage and memories as opposed to actually loving the person because if we were impartial we would never tolerate the way we are being treated. I think it was such an act of strength for you to help her move..I am still thinking how I will handle that. I hope that over the next few days you can just enjoy doing things that make you feel valuable and that life has lots to offer. Have you thought about how long you want to stay in this situation ?