Had a long day and night. Couldn't sleep at all last night. My mind keeps wondering. Had a long talk with FIL. Things are good with him, he's trying to make her understand that she she can't try to take things from me. I do believe him. He reassured me that Thy are not for this but they are making it too easy in her. She tells them she wants the divorce but I know that's typical. Still no word if she has filed and haven't had any contact from her. Her mom says she's doing fine but I'm hearing otherwise from what her dad is telling people. Apparently she's having a really hard time but still wants to go through with it. As strange as this is, I feel bad that she is hurting and wish I could take the pain away. Is that crazy???
How do I get past the point of missing her?? I sometimes start getting angery that she's doing this after such a short time but then I just go back to being sad.
