I am going to confront the wife. I am setting a deadline for myself. I already promised her December so I will keep my promise. January is my deadline. It will be more than 10 months at this point. I admit that more waiting will not change anything and will just let us go further into estrangement. I think I need this deadline because otherwise I will let time slip by and do nothing. I'm doing this in January even if I'm not "ready" because I will use readiness as an excuse to not do it. I will keep working hard on myself during this month as I have already been doing.
Asking for help now to do this with a much love as I possibly can.
