Yesterday I hesitated between using the 100th post of my last thread to journal and then go away to think/reflect. I am glad I choose to start a new thread. The feedback from those who have already walked the mile is invaluable. Thank you all.
FY, my passion used to be sport, triathlon in particular. My energy levels seem low now so that is less passionate though I am ticking away at exercising and running, with a little mountain biking. Where possible I do so with friends. I have checked out my low energy levels but according to the doctor I am fine, so I assume it is psychological. I am taking care of my mental health as best I can, and imagine this will improve. I have ticked away at DIY jobs around the house. I like that and love ticking stuff off my to-do list. I would not call it a passion but is a good activity. GOAL : I will search and find a passion.
Hawho, I appreciate you dropping by. Home time does sukc,tbh. Your post reminded me of something I read on a cbt site: if you are unhappy about something DO something about it. Maybe over time I have allowed my thinking to become stagnant too. Time to relook at my situation with fresh eyes unclouded by preconceptions. I am lucky in that I can invite my W do stuff and often she will. Our interactions are not necessarily better out of the house, but a change of scenery is always good. Our interactions do improve in group situations (though not always). Maybe it is keeping up appearances or maybe she just relaxes. Without over doing it I create these situations. GOAL: actively seek out and plan activities I want to do alone and with W/family
Job. Good suggestion. We do go to town each year to see the lights. I will look into what other christmasy stuff we can do.
I am glad I choose to start a new thread. The feedback from those who have already walked the mile is invaluable. Thank you all. 
