MLC H at age 32, maybe single mum with a toddler S

[Maybe]

Thanks again V. I have ups and downs. Good that I can share my down days here. Yes i complain about my son, but he keeps me busy and happy.

So tonight's episode. I asked if H can take care of S for the night so I can have some time to myself. Mind you this is just from 5 to 8. I am grateful that he said yes. It was too last minute to meet up with friends so I dined alone and did some shopping. Melbourne was so beautiful bathing in sunset with the whole city dress in Christmas decorations. I met a few nice people in good spirits, a beautiful cat and a puppy. The feeling of happiness starts to come back. I still like the things I like even H is not there to share. I finally agree that happiness is a choice, sometimes it's hard to make that choice under the circumstances, but I am determined.

Meanwhile, H found something else he was not happy about in the house so he texted me a few times. I didn't reply. He also yelled a little about how he wanted to leave on his terms coz he didn't want to upset S. I found myself getting frustrated and told him do not swear and talk to me like that you should leave. He didn't. I think he doesn't like me being out. Asked me again if I had a date. I don't want to lie and said no.

So today is my good day. I need to recharge myself with positive energy more often. Stay tune for the next episode!