Hi fight. I know how hard it is... And the only ingredient to sprinkle on this mess is time... In time you'll start to slowly feel better, but I get how hard it is. Thank goodness for this community. It's the lighthouse for all of us.
I can't recall if someone posted this to you already... But when I think of how stressful it must have been going through ivf, I can see how a MLCer may say f- it and run. What I'm learning the hard way is, they hate responsibility, they hate pressure, they hate commitment.... Anything that disrupts their freedom. It's stinks and it doesn't excuse the behavior.... I kind if chalk it up to immaturity, but the devastation their behavior leaves behind is just unbelievable.
The more I read, the more I learn that this audacious behavior is pretty common and I find it so sad.
I do hope you continue taking care of yourself and your son.
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16