Cherry. Just trying to get on with life

[Cherry]

Thank you guys for checking in. I did think I had my expectations low of him but I clearly must have had some that he would be there where baby was concerned. Still now I know.

Thanks Sara, he is unhappy, that I know. I've been told by people he is extremely depressed looking and quiet. You're right he doesn't have me to blame for that anymore. But I don't think that would make him miss me. I'm not entirely sure wether I even want him anymore, that's the confusing part, I know I do love him, but I feel as though I don't know him anymore, and the person he is right now- I don't want to.

Hyperemesis is still with me. There's days I'm not quite as sick, but still feel especially nauseous. Still the strange thing with pregnancy sickness is that you can go from being extremely sick to suddenly craving something!

Andrew, it does feel like it's gone extremely fast. It's all starting to feel extremely real and I'm starting to feel a bit scared that I'm soon going to have a tiny baby as well as a toddler to take care of.