Hi Roist, Bttrfly and Bright :0)

D14 had a great weekend. No symptoms what so ever. We have her MRI today so it should answer a few more questions. I lucked out, usually its a 2-3 month wait for an MRI. The nurse I spoke to put us in an empty slot, she whispers into the phone , don't tell anyone you were fast tracked.

The more we know whats going on with D14 the better. I still believe its anxiety. She is a strong girl but bottles so much up inside. Nothing like me or D16. Lets get the physical tests done to be sure then we can work on the psychological.

It was a last warm weekend and I was able to get a few more outside jobs completed. Also all the decorations outside and in are complete. Bring on Christmas :-) I do the whole house, back and front. Similar to Chevy Chase Christmas vacation except no lights on the entire roof , that's nuts. The girls are so proud of the house, it's the brightest one in town that's for sure.

No news from XW since her " Ok thanks " message about me informing her about her D14 being not well a week ago. No concern for her health. like Job says. They can't take care of themselves how could they possibly take care of others or have concern for them.

It will just be added to the remorse she may feel when she evolves into the new and improved her... right ? lol

Oh, and I had a very proud moment. My D16 graduates high school nest year. We had photos taken (Pre-grad). A little tear up moment. D16 is so happy to be nearly finished. Looking to going into psychology. To help abandoned children. She feels the specialist she talk to about her mom were not helpful at all. They didn't really listen to her at all.

all in all

things are good
moving forward :-)


M51
XW43 (38 at bd)
BD1 MAY 30 2015
BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text
moved out Aug 2 2015
left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20)
Her divorce Final July 26 2016
Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015