No hard feelings at all! I need to hear the truth sometimes!
Yes I do have a lot of healing still. I know I'm still in shock this is all happening and I still miss her so much. I cried again this morning when I woke up. My mind wonders too much and I'm trying to shut it off. I haven't said this before but I work with her father in a small business so there is no getting away from it all. We are good at work but when I see him it makes me think of her. Its terrible!!
If she files it may change my outlook. I'm just in limbo right now.
