H is working on deck. His dad is here helping him. I have a few minutes to post.

H let me throw away the D papers he was hauling around with him. I ripped them up and threw them in the trash.

I am very happy about this.

Wooohooo.

He also went to a barbeque with me to meet some of my friends from church.

Things are improving.

I still have doubts and am plagued by mistrust and thoughts of OW...but am working through this.

Wish me good db'ing....will post soon.

Hugs and prayers,
Akgal

I am responsible for my own happiness.