I wish I were there so I could drop everything and be "your person" to hold your hand while going through these scary experiences. But you are handling yourself splendidly. One thing about your WH, he has no one to pin his unhappiness on now, he can't point to you as you aren't there. Now he will have to face that he is the maker of his own misery. You are giving him a chance to experience your absence, this is right out of the MWD book of LRT.
How's your hyperemesis? Mine usually tapered off in the last trimester and I would eat everything in sight.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3