Thanks everyone. I crashed early last night and decided not to respond to her earlier calls since it's been a few hours. I don't think they would have been good conversations. In the past she gets sad at night and that is when the calls/texts start so I figured if I woke up to something I would respond at this time. She didn't so she's either mad I didn't answer or just doesn't care.
I wish I could get past the part of missing her so much! She has been the love of my life and my best friend for 4 years. This was going to be our first Christmas married. I'm feeling really down today
