I just wanted to stop by and say I hope you are okay.
Sometimes this can be a really tough journey. We feel so much pain. It's hard to shake it. But we can and we will. We do it temporarily and I am sure it's just a case of having the gaps between the pain getting longer to the point it becomes a little - meh!
I hope you are getting some peace and respite from the pain and frustrations you have been struggling with recently.
You will get there Sara, focus on that. You are a determined, kind, generous lady and if your H can't see that and be happy with that he has issues that you can't help him with. By realising that and stopping questioning the sitch and knowing it's him that has the issues, not you, you can hopefully move forward.
Be kind to yourself Sara you deserve that.
Take care.
Surfer.
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