yes I agree it's odd, but they aren't in their right minds. She could be keeping a toe in the relationship while she tests being out of it ... she could genuinely not know what she wants ... my stbxh said he was terrified, but it didn't stop him from destroying our family.

Good for you and your group of friends. I had a small group also. They saved me.

Meh - I'm ok ... better than a few days ago, thanks for asking. I don't really have holiday plans. the D is final on 12/21 so .. not really sure what happens after that - maybe I turn into a pumpkin? or a snowball?

Son is looking forward to Christmas so I will decorate and do whatever he wants to make it special for him. Spending Christmas Eve with my dear friend and her family as we've done for the past several years. This is first year without H. I didn't go last year as I just couldn't face it...

Oh, Gronk is very upsetting. Darn Maddon curse! But you know the Pats, "Do your job" and "Next man up" we'll see! xo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver