Just keep walking. Acceptance will come. And what's cool is at some point fair won't really matter because you won't need validation, revenge, or anything from her. Someday when you expect that it will never happen you'll wake up truly detached and realize 'fair' doesn't trigger you anymore because that implies some type of comparison or attachment to things out of your control, whereas you'll be such a rock that you'll only care about two things: Appreciating what you have and striving to do your best from where you're at daily. And when you do those things you'll ALWAYS be ok.
This is completely true. I raged for probably a year wanting an apology. I not only didn't get it, I didn't get a single word from her. And I realized that I was allowing something to consume me, even though it was no part of me anymore; and I let it go. And EVERYTHING changed for the better when I did. I remember thinking nothing would ever feel good/right again, but it did and it's wonderful.
