Well, I haven't heard from the plumber in two days. So I am thinking he moved on. I asked my therapist last night if I should each out to him and make it very clear. She said nope, leave it alone. I had a good session last night. So, the takeaway, as usual is, I am NOT difficult to love. I want pretty healthy normal things, and those healthy normal things are just not coming from these unhealthy men. She said I simply haven't found the right partner and I just need to be patient. (like you said UR) When it is time, that healthy partner will make his way to me and vice versa, and things won't seem so hard. She praised me on my ability to not let people too far in and me keeping my eyes wide open and knowing when to end it.
So, I am back to square one. No men in my life currently. The interesting thing was I mentioned to her how I am not heart broken over being alone again. I am ok with it. I am not into trying to make it work where it can't or I'm the only one trying.
