Bttrfly, It's nice to know I can count on you for a response! I get your point, I guess what's weird is that if you're gone and its truly over, why go through the rest of this? A month with NC will be calm and for sure I will spend less time decoding what she is saying and doing.
As far as GAL, I have a great group of friends who won't let me be alone much. They are very supportive of my standing and we have some nice events that we are going to. One of the events is our own annual charity event for chirstmas, taking care of less fortunate families.
Yes I decorate and I will be decorating this year as well. Overall I am in a pretty good place.
How are you doing and what do you have planned for the holidays? Sorry about Gronk!
M52 W52 M17 T20 SS 23 from my 1st M Lives on his own BD 10/01/16 Trial Sep 12/01/16