yes, i completely relate.

we are nearing the 20 month mark and it is easier. my son needs to spend time with both of us. i had to change my way of looking at it from losing my son to sharing him.

(i'm an only child; i do not share well with others)

I know my boy loves his father and needs to spend time with him. i'm working on making my peace with it. some days are easier than others.

hang in there and keep it in the day xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver