Just journaling… Got a call from my sister. Not so good news concerning the family. I’m sitting here at my desk and wondering who I can call to talk to…I’m not close to anyone. I never have. Not like I was to my W. Yes I have friends, yes I talk to my roommate and they’re great supporters with W…but family stuff…Idk it hurts cus my W just knows me and my family and it hurts. It just hurts. She let me down…the one person I trusted and loved so blindly and unconditionally just left me…and from where I’m standing she did it with such ease. -picking up my own pieces.