My last post reads a little off. W is contacting her attorney who is contacting mine. So w does not talk to my attorney. I don't want to, but I think I'd rather have my attorney write a decree to make sure it is worded in my favor with the custody issue. Idk what to do, I almost told her to go ahead today but was cycling with anger and depression. I may ask her to wait until the holidays are over. The reality of this is hitting hard again.
Idk what is up with w. She was horrible again last night. Looked awful too. I think she was trying to pick a fight. I literally bit my tongue and listened while thinking stfu smoothie. Not going to let her make me the bad guy. At one point I did tell her "it seems like something in you changed lately, you're acting different." She then told me it's me, not you. Like when you made cupcakes with the kids, it's none of my business what you do, I shouldn't have been mad about that. I need to spend less time time here." She also seemed upset I had things out to decorate the tree with the kids. I told her she was welcome to stay but she said no, then told me to be careful with her good bulbs and left soon after. I enjoyed my time with the kids decorating.
She was better tonight but looked awful again. She's either not sleeping, crying, or both. I don't get her, she's leaving again this weekend but complains about not having enough time with the kids. She told me step in laws are moving and she's going to help and is coming back early Monday before work. Idk if I believe her, I almost slipped up and asked if she was seeing om again but kept quiet. She also left a Catalog she got in the mail open to a page with calogne. On purpose maybe? Trying not to let this bother me.
She also told me things she has told me twice already recently. This is becoming a common theme. In fact the kids told her she had a bad memory and she got defensive.
Not sure what to do about the decree, I guess I'll give it another day to think more clearly.
