Hi, my amazing friend. I love reading your stuff. You are so brutally honest in your assessments of yourself. Although, I have to disagree with some of them. But you know, I know how life's stuff can affect you.
You know, G, I get it that you dont want to hurt plumber guy's feelings. But the truth is, he will be fine. Better to know what's what sooner rather than later. And you can be nice and still get your point across, ya know? Just do it. .
As far as the guys you've met...I am thinking that you have one foot in to the possibilities and one foot out..if you know what I mean. You want a relationship..yet, you dont know how to fit one into your life and you worry about little G and...and...and...
My feeling is that you need to live your life and let things happen as they will. I suspect when you are in a real place of being ready, things will move in that direction. Til then...do your thing.
Sometimes people like us, who are always looking inward, can get so far inside our own head that we make it spin. LOL!
While I sometimes find it hard to follow my own advise, I am trying really hard to let life unfold. Because the more I try to plan it, the crazier I get.
And please dont sell yourself short, sweetie. You have got a hel1 of a lot to offer the right person..even with your soft core and hard shell. THe right person will see clear inside you.
Love you, my friend. Cant wait to see you again. Spoke with my sis...she cant wait to meet you.
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