MLC H at age 32, maybe single mum with a toddler S

[Maybe]

Detaching, detaching, detaching, but missing him, missing him, missing him. Last night he was sulking to me about how he aren't sleeping well and fell asleep behind the wheels. When I asked what I can do for you, he said nothing, I did it to myself. The old me is telling me, fix this! The new me is arguing, he will ask for help when he wants it. We played with our son, I feel like the old him is coming back. His humour, his laugh, and how comfortable we are together all reminded me of how things used to be. The new me says, don't try to pull him towards you. He needs to want bad enough to makes it work. The new me also says, enough with this, you need to go have fun with your S, and have a great Xmas because S is only 18 months once! So we will go Christmas shopping and spend some money even tho things are a bit tight at the moment...