Altair, I'm so glad that old Altair is starting to shine through. I too am a little bit if a joker, always the life and soul of the party even if it isn't mine. However since BD that Coly has been supressed but now she is slowly coming through...
Your H obviously recognises and remembers what attracted him to you and maybe (mind reading) he is staying away because he was afraid he was bringing you down.
I love Piglet....
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')