Tomorrow is my mom's furneral. WS wants to attend but I really wish he wouldn't. Sounds mean, I know but he has been nothing but a jerk for the past week. Verbally abusive. I know the signs. He is doing something that he feels guilty for and has to villainize me in order to justify it. It's made it hard though because I have planned my mom's funeral and emptied her apartment alone. He sort of reached out today and sent me a picture of what he was doing at work but I just didn't have the urge to respond. I don't want him anymore.
Trying really hard for self care this week because I am overwhelmed.
