Hello friends, been a little MIA while working. Things have kind of stalled with WH. I've been using the energy to take care of myself. I stopped having lunches with WH because he appeared to be just going through the motions. I felt like I was pursuing and he was becoming more distant. Frankly I am just exhausted and don't have the strength to work on us.
We have a MC session this Thursday for 2 hours. I am not even sure what to say or if we should set goals or....? The result of the HOV DNA probe is back and it's a "bad" strain. The doc needs to do a procedure and then we will decide is further treatment is necessary based off those results. WH asked about it today, I told him the information. He quietly apologized. I told him thank you for the apology and then moved the conversation elsewhere. He has shown to be inconsistent with his behavior after a bomb drop of this so I am not going to lean on him for support. I don't want him coming to the procedure as historically he does things like that more for his reasons rather than support. (the birth of our last child was awful as he sat in the corner ignoring me while reading his phone) I may just go alone and make sure to take some ibuprofen before hand.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3
