Well I had been trying to delay the d but w is back to calling her attorney to get it done (she called my attorney today). Once again she's in a big rush to get it finalized. I was trying to buy some time as we were getting along well and she was hanging around until about a month ago. My attorney asked if she could start putting the decree together. I asked her for a couple days to think.
I guess there's not much I can do but give her what she wants. Maybe it's what she (maybe me too) needs to move through her journey and realize it won't make her happy. I didnt expect the sting I've felt today though.