I feel for you I really do ..you are right to say keep your emotions in check as hard as it is you must.

I am in between jobs but I will check back in on you later

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.