Vapo, you are right that I am a hot mess right now. All I wish is that I could get a redo on 2016. I'm sure that I would have done many things different...especially since I have learned alot from you guys. That being said, I know I cannot go back and can only go forward. I am missing my best friend and lover. I am missing our family time at home.
I have a good support group of friends and family that are in my corner. It's just that I was extremely close with her entire family and I have tried to distance myself from some of them. They kind of make me feel bad about the situation...almost patronizing.
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!
