Am having a poor PMA day today. Talked to H last night. He was very preoccupied. He did say I love you when getting off phone, but I swear it seemed like someone else was in his room with him. Probably just me being paranoid. The thing is he answered the phone in an upbeat voice until I said hello and then his voice changed to sort of down and sort of aggravated...like he didn't expect or want my call.
I had been out all day and although I talked to him at 3...I was lonely and it was Easter and I was alone. He doesn't care about holidays. I do.
He hasn't called today, but said he called his folks at lunch time yesterday. He used to call me at lunch time.
I don't know. We've made a lot of progress. I guess I need to look at the positives. Maybe I will try to list them later today. I just am feeling sort of alienated from him or something.
It seems like he becomes a different person when he goes to work. I don't particularly like that person, either. He is surrounded by negative people I think.
My hairdresser has a husband who works up there too and he used exactly the same line in fights that my husband has use....I'm just a paycheck to you.
