Here we go again.. (2)

[matw]

So to continue from my last thread.. Yesterday I get an email that she would like to go somewhere to meet and discuss stuff.

So last night sort of sucked... but I made it through. After my W telling me she would like to talk about "Stuff" she posted to Instagram a photo that read, "Never be afraid to start over. Its a chance to rebuild your life the way you wanted all along". So that is what is leading me to stuff being I would like to get a divorce. Obviously I won't know for sure until we talk on Saturday but I am preparing myself for that. Does anybody have any advice on how I should act if that is the case?

I did keep myself busy last night because I didn't have my kids and didn't want to be alone in my house. I ended up going to 2 hours worth of kickboxing.. one hour as an actual class and the 2nd hour working on combatives. It was just the thing I needed to keep my mind off it for awhile. I did have some issues sleeping last night.. Couldn't go to sleep and once I did I kept waking up thinking about what is going on.