Blueboy rebuilding life one step at a time.

[blueboy]

I suppose the issues and problems I'm having are split into two parts. One part is the emotional aspect of what happen and the other is the physical side. It almost as if I get a handle on one and then the other one spirals out of control and come to the fore.

I just not sure how to deal with what she physically did with these people and the fact that she had a full blown emotional relationship with one of those people.

When we split up I want nothing more then to get my marriage back, now I wonder why and if I didn't want it!