WEll, I am battling some OW demons...having some real trust issues with H. Why is it that when we get what we want, we aren't sure we really want it? Then, when it goes away, we want it back again? I am keeping my thoughts to myself and trying to take one day at a time. I am upbeat and cheerful to H. I do not call him, but rather wait for him to call me.
Yesterday, I did beep him and tell him I would be out between 7 and 8:30....he never called after I got home. I did not beep him or call him when I got in, either. He called this a.m. LOL....I am beginning to enjoy waiting him out...sort of a game or challenge in my head to see if I can get him to call.... His folks live nearby and have not invited me to Easter dinner...I would have been all alone, but a friend invited me to join her and her family. I will also go to church and be with my church family for part of the day.
Today I am making a spaghetti lunch for a couple of friends. H knows this.
I am staying busy while he is gone. Yesterday, I went to a Good Friday service and to the store with a gal pal afterward. I also had bible study at my house.
I have an article to work on for a magazine I do some writing for now and then. It's short and will be easy...just the ticket for me right now.
I can't tell you all how much your prayers, thoughts, and in general, all your support has meant to me. I feel like you are all my online family....and I love each and every one of you!
Hugs, and prayers, Akgal
I prayed to St. Rita for the restoration of my marriage and prayed to St. Jude as well...miracles do happen....
