I'm really pleased you and your family had a good Thanksgiving. It sounds like you have done a great job detaching, which is probably why you had no feelings. I guess that's a good thing though, isn't it? I think we need to protect ourselves and you are smart enough to recognise that his improved behaviour could change in an instant.
It's also great that you give yourself a mental pep talk by thinking to yourself that many men would enjoy your company. It is true, you are an amazing lady xxx
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”