Hawker, I'm hanging in there. Most days I'm able to not think about it much and when I do think about my sitch or my W I can usually feel pretty detached from it. Obviously I have occasions where I get a bit angry about it all, but thankfully those moments pass.
W and I don't speak much at all, and when we do I keep it all business. She seems to enjoy throwing extra things in there though for some reason. Like Friday we had to discuss (via text) getting our joint account closed and she had to include how she wasn't worried about me having access to her money because she trust me completely. I thought to myself, well I don't trust you worth a dang, but of course I just ignored her comment and didn't acknowledge it. She also seems to be more "talkative" when she isn't with OW. I just also ignore those.
How are you doing Hawker?
She's trying to keep you engaged. Shows she's picking up on your detachment. Well done fightin! Every post of yours has a different tone now. Well done!
34, xw33 M-10, T-18 2D (8 and 5) Ilybinilwy-1/16 EA/PA- 7/15-present (with my former best friend) Trial apartment-2/16 (also when she considers us separated) W moved out-8/16 W Filed 11/21/16 D final 1/30/17
