She moved out...now the work begins...II

[SBJ]

No don't get me wrong. I missed my kids and W for the 9 days that they were gone, but I had a good time. I got to enjoy time with my father and one of my brothers (and his family). Watched countless football games and also played golf on Friday. That being said, when I picked up my kids and was able to excitedly hug them (while the W was stand-offish) it was awesome.

I was truly head over heels in love with her, but I can see that changing now. I want to love her and have her love me, but I can see now that that is up to her. Like someone said before...she knows how I feel about her, so there is no need in telling her repeatedly, but part of me wonders if she wants me to fight for her...I don't know. She has moved out. She has filed for divorce. This is all to do with what she feels that she needs. I guess that is why it is so frustrating. It is like waiting on paint to dry.