I don't doubt for a minute that there are many men who would enjoy your company.

I totally understand that you are standing for a M with someone you are not sure you want to reconnect to. Or rather you are not sure you can reconnect.
Cross that bridge when it comes.

Best wishes

R 25 years
M 14 years
S11 & S13
Working on it alone since Oct 2014
M in trouble a lot earlier (~2 years)
Feb 2016. 1st R chat in a yr.
Next R chat Aug'17
Still together