Sorry about the sadness. It sounds like you have made some big steps and are doing lots of good stuff for you. I've thought a lot about motorcycles in my future...
- m and ww in 30s - s4 - m 11 yrs, t12 -ilybinilwy ~5/16 + request for OM - bd 7/16, confirm ea and strongly suspected pa - 9/16 ww claimed to have broken contact with om