I got home today and I can't take it anymore. I completely failed at this and I don't care. His family is being horrible to me and they're the only people I have here. He's controlling my life just as much through them as he is anything else.
By me staying here, they enable him by playing house with him, coming over to take my son and leaving me completely alone. He moved me out here to be near his family, and now they're on his side. His mom is particularly psycho and I can't handle her.
I called my parents and bawled and they're coming to get me this week and I'm packing up the house and leaving. Wtf am I sticking around here for? So he has a place to come and be comfortable and drop in on his son when he wants? That's why he said he didn't want custody, why would he need it? I'm sitting around here waiting on him and his whole family is here.
I'm done. I'm not making this more comfortable for him. I have to get out of here and go where I want to and where I'm most happy and in the best situation for myself. That's definitely not here.
Married for seven years
1 two-year-old boy
BD: 09/16/2016
Separated in different states due to military/school