Yesterday was such a hard day. I had to make all the service choices and choose the urn. All things I should have had my WS with me to do but I did them alone. Life feels so heavy right now.
It hasn't been a great day for he and I. He has been especially cruel. Brought Dd back wary from visitation because he had "plans". Was late picking her up. I have one more day to get my mom's apartment cleaned out so I needed him not to be a jerk today. Called me names. The usual. I can't think of a person to call to help me right now and I am so tired.
