Guys thank you all so much for all the constant support, reassurance and advise. It's very much appreciated! Nothing much to report particularly, with work and GAL, I'm rather busy. The last few days I've had a few rather vague "how is everyone" messages. I think he is coming to see S tomorrow unless he bails, it's been 2 weeks.

I do find myself somewhat calmer, I have a routine, things keeping me busier. I wouldn't say I was overly happy, but I'm not pining or finding the days as difficult anymore. I completely leave him to it now, I figure if he wants to get in touch he can, if not, no skin off my nose, I still see my child everyday.

Happy belated holidays to all who celebrated!

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16