I am so scared the way I acted initially and for many months after H moved out has made him feel so guilty and ashamed that he will never be able to face coming back...I cried and cried and after he moved out I ended up in hospital twice with severe depression. After H found out that I had been in hospital he has really distanced himself from me and become more deeply involved with young GF. Will he ever be able to forgive himself deep down and have the courage to rebuild our marriage should he come out of his MLC. I am so scared it has done irreversible damage...My hope is he won't remember much of it when he does come out of his craziness. Does anybody have any experience with this?
