Coffee and spinning

[Coly23]

Thanks for the edit Job!

Hey Altair, as far as I know there is no evidence of an OW and as far as depression goes he seems pretty normal to me but he could be putting on an act IDK.

We were talking about D's birthday and Christmas presents and the fact that she has such expensive taste! He's going to look into a few things that we can get her together because we really couldn't afford it on our own and it seemed like a pretty Normal conversation.

I had IC yesterday and she asked me what the first sign would be that he wanted to try again and I said off course it would be him asking. However I don't know if you remember me stupidly texting him just before I went dark in a fit of fear and asking if we can start seeing each other once a week to start to rebuild and he said not at the moment? My IC thinks this could be one of those signs but I'm not convinced yet...

After coffee we had some really good text chat about my phone and whether I should renew it but then I pushed it and went a step to far and tried to keep the convo going and he shut down and hasn't responded back. Watch, monitor and stop making the same mistakes!!!