Hey cheesyt, holidays are hard when going through this so I understand your sadness. Just try not to dwell in it. Give yourself a moment with it, but then get up and go find a distraction if you can. I'm trying to act as if this is my new normal, as if all future holidays will be without my W and I just have to learn how to accept that. I think being here with my parents helps because they provide a bit of distraction.
Just keep your head up and try to love yourself and be thankful for the even more amazing cheesyt you're becoming! Hope you enjoy your trip!
Me: 35 W: 32 MR: 2y T: 3.5y SS11 BD: 11/3/16 EA: 10/26/16 PA: 11/11/16 W asks for S/D & ILYBINILWY 11/13/16 Status: I moved out 11/19/16, GAL I filed for D: 12/14/16 D-day: 3/10/17