V, interestingly enough monkeys are my favorite anulan. Also is interestingly a word? The little autocorrect didn't fix it so I asusume so.

Journaling, can't help but hope W is having a terrible thanksgiving. We took a little boat ride to a coastal restaurant and had fresh sea food. Then walked around the plaza, I got souvenirs and then there was a band playing at the plaza so we sat and listened and watched old people dance. Now we are taking it easy. I assume everyone's thanksgiving is over. I'm not so much down as I am idk sad idk. Now that there's down time I get to sit here in my thoughts of w and I would be doing this or that. And how I just hope she's not with OW and if she is (or isn't) that she wishes she was with me. She never texted me and ofcourse neither did I. She didn't ask if I made it to my destination either. Not that I was expecting it but with all the hot cold stuff I thought she might but then again she's most likely with OW so she can't. Blah. Idk i guess I do feel sad. I'm sad and mad and everything. I don't want to go through more holidays without my W. Xmas will be worse frown

Trying to enjoy my time here and I am, just wish my W was here.

Hope everyone stuffed their face. Not Surprisingly I only had sea food around noon. Not hungry, not interested in much today just trying to get through it.


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017