Still lost, still confused (part 2)

[Maybe]

That IS a great post by dark. I want to soak this advise in. I should treat H as my potential next partner...

And j2, even I, someone read and agree with all the resources l but having troubles following, can tell that that is your anger talking. I read that fear attracts fear, love attracts love. My issue is with fear, I think yours is anger? Let's all go back to love. I would not want to walk away from this as a person not being able to love or be loved... you?