Oh blu, I knew some 2*4s were coming my way from you! I highly appreciate them. You know us newbs don't listen sometimes. We are like little kids, we put our hand in the fire multiple times before we "get it". I'll get there. Your posts always resonate with me but I'm me and I love my W very much and she's thrown me off balance. I certainly have no intention on talking to her as a friend or anything for that matter.
I'm struggling with the fact that she's got OW, expressed some sort of whatever yet she's still with OW. She seriously thinks I'm sitting here waiting. And I see how me answering her call and stuff helps that. Is there anything else other than read and re read sandis rules I can do? I certainly do not want to be the idiot in her mind sitting here twirling my thumbs while she "figures it out" all while sleeping next to OW.
W texted me this morning, reminding me of my bill that's due in a few days. (I'm not going to lie I've missed the same bill twice by a couple of days since I've taken back all my bills) I never replied after the snarky remark about sparing her 3 mins and I simply said thanks this morning. Easier than telling her to have a good holiday in return Cus frankly I hope she has a crappy one. D is with her dad and all the family she's got is MIL. I don't really care if she spends it with OW as long as it's not as good as with me. Thanksgiving is by far my favorite holiday. I cook for us every year and last year I hosted my sis bil and our niece along with mil w and d. I cooked for everyone and we had a great vacation with them. My sister even mentioned how that's been her favorite thanksgiving yet. Well this year I'll be out of the country, on the beach, sipping on margaritas and pretending it's not thanksgiving and stuffing my face with tacos. And salt water from the ocean! Already started my vacation with a margarita as I wait for my final flight!
