Thanks T, it feels like it's a new phase to the mourning process. I'm mean initially I felt the hurt for my m and grieved for the loss of the r. Now I'm coming to terms with that, and starting to get on with my life. And I'm realising it's not just me, but he's hurting an innocent child. Some days go by and S doesn't ask, but then others he is upset at night and asking for him. I try my absolute upmost to make sure I am both parents for him. He's surrounded by love from me and my family and mil.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16