where to begin or end?

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3 bed apts run the same as my homes monthly, i could always move out into my moms until i found something more 'me' but then thats not as good for the kids. The days before wife moved out she personalized/organized the the kitchen pantry, i even asked her why if she was leaving. I told her i wasnt sure if id keep the house cuz it was 'ours'. Right now almost feels like my house is also her 'slowly dissappering' plan B. I still have all her great grandmas history, photos, financials at the house. Wifes childhood beanie babies she'll never part with. My freind says shes not taken that stuff yet cuz its 'safe' here. Wife kept her rings, took vacation memories, even snatched the cds of wedding photos(all were backed up onto several devices in her posession).