Coly, Don't do this to me Coly, I need you in the game! we can do this. A couple of pointers: you really should focus on D now. She'll leave for college so these times are precious! I read somewhere, maybe here, to volunteer, do soup kitchen work, whatever to realize how good we have it. I am going to see if I can do that. I'll let vets confirm but I think it is a bad idea for us both to re-examine last holiday season. I know I am entering dangerous waters when I do it myself, it fills me with an incredible sadness. I'm trying to take Job's suggestion, of, what if H had died? How would things be different now? I think it helps. In that frame of mind, he's not mad at me, having more fun than me, or anything. He's just gone. And here I am, in my life, building anew.
me 42 H 32 T 7yr M 6yr BD 5/2016 ILYBNILWY Separated 7/2016
